New year! Happy!

New Year Resolutions

(this year i strive to be realistic)

1) try to be a little happier this year
(note how the word "try" is the key word here..hence my blog name.. its like a reminder! so clever no? my mind amazes me sometimes too! whahaha!)

2) expect less of other people and more of myself
(expectations i learn are good for pushing yourselves but not made towards others.. disappointments tend to be harder and more bitter when others fail to live up to your expectations.. so i am keeping an open mind this year.. expect less of people.. expect more from yourself.. good motto .. but then its hard not to have expectation of anyone no? )

3) be nicer to my parents and friends
(i wanted to write "people" but i am onto realistic resolutions this year.the other day i was at taka during X'mas of all times.. my gosh.. i am going crazy.. but i was forced to by my mum to accompany my aunty shopping.. julia forced to shop! what a day.. by her mum too! so julia was not happy that day.. not at all.. anyway.. was at the food court when this women .. seriously do not know what is she doing.. trying to sniff my hair? irritate me badly? she is succeeding! i know she wanted to pass but HEY! the whole world in the food court is trying to move.. be more synchronised alright? not say i want to let you pass i can let you pass OK! so i make this tsk sound when she walked and she dared to answer "i wanted to pass mah and you are standing there!(我要过，你又站在那里!)" .. wah! stupid woman walking.. so i answered "oh, so now its my fault liao la? (orh,现在是我的错了啦!) " .. not mumbling ok. no mumbling allowed for julia.. she definitely heard it.. turned back look at me.. took one look at my glasses (funky glasses!) and decided to hold her tongue..)

i am not a good person hoh? ok.. so unbecoming of a tuition teacher.. whahahaha.. ok shall be nice from now on..

4) be more hardworking
(i shall start after lunch.. i didn't say i want to eliminate procrastination.. realistic goals.. if i am more hardworking .. i will be cutting down on the P too.. anyway..)

5) do more charities
(have not found a worthy cause so i am saving it in the support-retail-therapy-for-julia fund.. ok serious.. i don't mean helping those tin toting students or nkf or whats not.. i believe charity is helping those who needs help badly. do not have to air on tvs or newspapers.. i never call in.. )

6) lose weight
very important! high priority! even now as i am typing i am thinking of the choclate bar beside my hand.. NOOO!

7) buy more clothes and things to make me happy
(yeah! i am helping me be happy.. this year is about making ME feel happy.. so that the world will go round and the sun is bight and sunshiny all day.. no.. i don't like sunny days.. so that everyday will be a cloudy or a clear day! OLE! happy days ahead.. and since i am getting what i like for myself.. i won't expect anyone to buy anything for me.. see i am linking resolutions! efficent julia.. and besides at least one resolution muct be easy to achieve )

8) keep my accounts
last year (seems like yesterday! wahaha.. whats so funny? whaahaha) it was a bloody mess.. i shall attempt it this year

9) get a bit closer to God
to tell the truth.. haha.. i almost did not put this in.. cos i felt it was the hardest and i do not want to put it in here just for fun or for show.. so i put a bit.. i am not hankering to be THE christian.. hell i cannot even pray properly.. i curse like nothing .. i dislike certain christians .. i forget/"forget" sometimes the things that christians are not supposed to do.. but i shall see how.. i know he has not even up on me .. so i should not too.. hmm..

9 resolutions for this year.. at least i feel tat i can achieve them.. so yup.. GO julia! you can do it!!

shall post my wishlist tomorrow.. little things at a time .. woohoo! WOOO.. first sunday of the month and i hear the chiming of the church bell.. good start to the new year