Seriously..

i really think i should just shut up ..

i always knew there is a reason why i hated talking on msn.. within the space of 5 days i have people thinking i am sarcastic.. hitting on them ... being weird and just generally being someone else that i didn't wish and never even thought to potray..

it wasn't until i re read what i wrote (many times.. you get clouded by your own judgements ) when i realise that people could read the other way..

does that mean that i have to read what i type before i press the enter key... i mean do you stop and check your speech bubble before you talk to someone? i just type whatever comes to my mind..

and i realise the more you try to explain.. the worst it gets.. and the more agitated you will get when the other party doesn't seem to understand that you are not flustered because you are embarrassed but rather because you are wondering why are people getting the wrong idea again?

its a vicious cycle.. someone save me from its snare
oh my gosh.. i am getting paranoid...

i mean you can't just keep pasting emoticons right ? yahahaha..

i guess its inevitable.. i have to check myself now. how painful is that?

i think i should post a disclaimer everytime i talk.. really..