Is "Ah Q" happy today?

someone said i am very "ah Q".. exactly.. whats "ah Q"? better not be refering to someone who is auntie beyond her age.. or some nerd.. either way.. not sounding very flattering.. and it certainly did not help when the person telling me was from China.. nothing wrong with china really.. i like the chinese language... its quite fun actually..

ah Q is a character of this famous chinese novel..don't ask me.. i only read chinese labels and only know enough chinese to communicate with my mum and well enough to impress my other cousins.. thats all.. he said ah Q is someone who always look on the bright side of things.. aka an optimist... YAHAHAHAHAHA!

crazy fella.. some people from china are so strange...

maybe i am keeping to my resolutions after all? ha!

i know i am supposed to come out with the wishlist.. but maybe all of you don't care!!

*cries

not that i care.. *sniff.. but its not ready.. when others ask what you want you think "my gosh! there is so much that i want" but when you really have to specify.. "eh? what was it that i wanted?" .. anyway.. here's just a sneak preview.. in case some people need some ideas.. JUST IN CASE.. someone BOTHERS...

*cries

i am so pathetic..

forget it.. i shall post it in the next post.. i am NOT procrastinating mind you.. i am just erm.. editing it..

i was just looking through the internet on erm.. cancer tumours of the breast.. no reason .. just expanding my everpresent thirst of knowledge and quest for truth. so anyway this is one of the yahoo search result that turned up

"IRJ ORIGINAL PAPERS
Double sarcoma of the breast: malignant fibrous histiocytoma ... benign phyllodes tumour into the phyllodes cystosarcoma ... after the operation and she died ...www-cdu.dc.med.unipi.it/itrejournal/articoli/articolo11.htm - 13k - Cached - More pages from this site - Save - Block"

but thankfully this description was misleading.. whoever that came out with this kind of headings ought to be shot..crazy idiot..can you imagine how many who read this almost DIED not from breast cancer but of a heart attack..

ahahaha.. ahem

my head is now a little too alert after drinking down too much coffee in too short a time. WHO ATE ALL MY CHOCLATES IN MY ROOM DAMN IT!

anyway.. nice weather today.. oh.. i am not suppsed to talk about the weather lest i jinx it.. so..

oh there is a test tomorrow.. Yeah! happy days ahead! got to study now.

what was that i wanted to do? right... be happy! be "ah Q"!