i met up with shieh, zihao, austin today.. thanks guys for making it.. i really appreciate it.. it was great reminisicing about the past.. and how we used to pon school so many times.. ok maybe it was just me and shieh.. ok.. never mind..

shall upload the pictures tomorrow.. because i am a lazy fat ass again and i am thinking whether i should upload my photos cos i am in them and i am a really shy girl...

YAHAHAHA!

looking at the photos i have been taking.. i really think i look like a kid.. seriously..i look like i have a kind face.. like this .. "hey please feel free to laugh at me because i won't get angry" face.. i think siyun will know what i am talking about.. or this "please feel free to make use of me because i am eager to please you" look.. i hate it.. i want to look bitchy.. THATS RIGHT.. BITCHY! .. like this haughty look..

this "you sure you got something intelligent to talk to me" look.. or this "hurry up.. you are wasting my youth" look.. YAHAHAHA! i want people to fear me.. FEAR ME!

this is totally redundant i know..

instead i look like a teacher.. to some, nurse.. to others, a rabbit..

it does sounds like some sick fantasy no? YAHAHAHAHA!!

yes my brain obviously has downgraded so much that i am resorting to crude jokes.. YAHAHAAH!

ok.. see la.. now a little hard to blog about what i want to say.. which is serious stuff..

friendships are miracles.. just like family..

is there such thing as BAD miracles? yahahaha..

anyway.. you realise that maybe just maybe you are able to choose your friends.. but you do realise that you are never able to choose your own family.. the blood ties you have .. you DO NOT have a choice.. sucks sometimes right? but i digress..

and you realise that sometimes you do give in a little more just simply because they are "family" .. certain you will never tell your friends, your family knows.. certain things you tell your friends but your family never knew..

interesting isn't it.. too much sociology? my gosh.. i have not even started studying yet..

different expectations too..

its a little too confusing for my pea brain right now.. a few days ago.. i had a good analysis.. but i lost it.. so when/if i get a little more intelligent over the next few days.. i shall blog again..

why i say friendships are miracles? because i believe that things happen for a reason... just because you don't see it now does not mean it is not good for you.. it is because of this that i really believe that there is a higher being (God) who is in control of your life if you choose to let him..

not preaching.. don't worry... YAHAHAAHAH! what right do i have.. i am such a lousy example..

anyway... i believe that the friends you make really depends on you being at the right place at the right time.. but you don't get to choose such timings.. but its amazing isn't it? so many times i will not have known an individual if i did not follow a certain action..

sounds a little confusing? i know..

i am sounding boring too.. shall stop..i am getting a little sleepy too.. yahahaha..

STAY TUNED!.. i shall upload photos in my next entry..