days are like passing in a flurry of movements. i woke up in fear thinking that i was late for school again and today is accounting ... (ARGH!i still don't know how to do cashflow!).. mainly it was just silent screaming in my head...

then i realise it was monday and i have afternoon lessons and its only 8 in the morning...

reunion dinner was 2 days ago but it felt like it was two months ago... school started 6 months ago but it felt like yesterday... did someone switch on a time machine that i don;t know about?

chinese new year is in less than a week's time and i still have not gotten any new year clothes (clothes that are really new not clothes that no one saw before.) although i may be following the latter one. just can't seem to be bothered by it anymore. the festival seem to lose its meaning when i grow older. i want to go back to malaysia just to experience the new year in their context. year after year i have been having rave reviews, even last year when there was a blackout and everyone had to eat in darkness and heat.. but when my aunty called later (like 3 hours later when the electrity came back) i could still hear the excitement in her voice.

singapore with all its luxuries just doesn't excite me anymore. new year here is nice and clean.... and cold.

but anyhow.. i shall just hold out till the second when lousy friends stream in.. woot! you guys keep me alive.


sigh...shopping during new year is madness... but i got to get at least a new skirt or my mum is forcing me to wear this weird outfit because it was a gift. nothing wrong with the outfit actually, just the fact that she is forcing me to wear it for the sake of wearing it to show the gift giver pissed me off.now that was a long sentence.

feeling jaded in the morning... hmmm... maybe i should... hmmmm... hahaha. nah... (might be eating apple pies in the evening ... like in an 85% sort of way... woot!)

ok.. of no relevance again... i thought this ad was adorable...