Extreme.

That is all i can describe my life now.

tuition school tuition.
school tuition tuition.

all i want to do now is just to stop and lie on my bad and listen to the rain drops falling against my window.

someone complained the other day about not being able to have dinner for that particular day as her tuition was last min scheduled to eat into all available time.

as i listened to her, i don't know how to answer.
cos it has been my lifestyle for almost 2 yrs?
i eat while travelling (making me look like a hungry woman to all the neighbours.. cos the bread is in my mouth usually by the time i reach the lift lobby.)

today i am finishing tuition at 10.30. p.m

"oh you can't come home for dinner already ah?"

yes mum, thanks for being so sympathetic.

"ask you to stop last time, you say don't want, then now your face so black for what?"

no you did not. you said the yr is going to end anyway, might as well continue. my face isn't black, i am just not in the mood to listen or talk anymore about the family. i don't like it. i just happened to be born here.

got to leave for tuition in 45 mins. hope i make it back alive.