Oh Valentine... i am so freaking happy!

We human beings are really full of hope... almost to the extent of being blind to everything else. Despite what the common belief is that we learn from mistakes... we usually don't... not until it is so painful that it clenches your heart and squeezes your gut.

But yet... we still don't learn..

or is that love? all encompassing? or is that stupidity? or is it naivety?

i think we are not born full of goodness but full of hope. Right? even the beggar on the streets begs on the hope that someone will give. Really. i cannot think of anything that you can do without hope.

And i realise wanting to die is not giving up hope... it is merely hoping for a different outcome... the hope to escape and the hope to attain peace.

Too bad my name is not etched on that nobel prize so it is just going to be Julia's bullshit.

Ok... Morbid thoughts for a "love-ly" day.



This is a picture of an ice-cream. Why? Cos it makes people happy that is why.
That and dark chocolate. Don't waste time on other kinds of chocolates. Those are for wussies.