Happily crazy?

the emotions i have been feeling these days are so intense... it scares me..

little things pisses me off.. little things make me want to weep .. little things make me happy.. and many things give me a headache.. and a racing heart.. not the romantic kind unfortunately..

thats it... i am going shopping at dai so tomorrow then.. nothing special.. just to get my mind off things..

so either i am pregnant or its that time of the month..

but no.. its neither.. it is not menopause either.. trying to be more crazy than me eh?

which reminds me.. i got to see my doctor soon..

certain days when i have too much coffee..

i feel like i want to ...

1) kick someone off the platform onto the mrt track..
especially students with big bags.. i think they look very pitiful too.. but the urge is beyond me too..maybe subconsicously.. i wonder if they will land on their back and not get up? i scare me too.. someone.save.me.

2) go up to a teenager on the bus/train and force them to give up their seat for old people..
i am not so noble.. i don't even do that myself.. so in case i miss a potential deserving elder .. i tend to stand.. no matter how long the journey..

3) go up to a stranger and say
"hi.. you look like an interesting person to shop with.. shall we boost the economy today?"

4) i feel like squatting at one corner and smoke
with a kopi (siu dai) or a can of tiger beer..preferably somewhere windy.. wind blowing in the opposite direction of my hair ..alone.. i think i listen too much to "我爱台妹"

5) go up to those aunty and uncles selling tissues and buy up all their tissues and then give it back to them or to another aunty.. maybe one day.

6) go up to another stranger
and say "hi.. i hope you have a nice day today"

7) buy a slice of apple pie
and hands it to a sad looking person.. who cannot be cheered up with apple pie? but in singapore.. the person will most likely throw it away.. i will.. cos i am bloody cynical..and waste me apple pie.. bloody hell.. so nvm.. i will eat on behalf of the person...

8) leave a message for the person sitting near me in the library...
"hi.. i really like your handwriting.. nice!"
"hi.. seeing how hard you are studying/reading.. here is a piece of sweet for you."
"hi.. i am your worst kept secret"
ya.. i don't get me either

9) make a baby laugh in public.. or make the mother laugh in public.. or i shall just laugh in public

10) go up to someone from malaysia (i can tell) out on a day trip..
and say "glad you like my country.. can bring me back for a tour of yours?"

photos with austin and zihao and shieh up..

Sun with Moon dining (wheelock place)

ambience is great..
service is alright (i arrived at 1.57..reservation was at 2 and they told me i came too early and there is no space for me.. zihao is bemused and he was hoping that maybe come two o'clock, the head waitress will go up to a table and say "ok.. chop chop.. time's up.. we have to give your table to another customer (which is us)" .. unfortunately someone left at 1.59 so we didn't get to find out what will happen)
food is moderate although presentation is nice..




Zihao's (i cannot remember what at this point in time..).. serious..
(the hour glass is a nice touch.. probably to tell us to give it some time to let the flavour settle (yes that was only of julia's logic).. but in the end the rice tasted burnt for all of us.. so i guess its just to make us feel entertained for a while so that we won't keep talking about said burnt rice and instead how cute it was)

mine and austin's looked like that too..



shieh's tori karaage (fried chicken) rice set. so pretty. bet hers the nicest.. yes grass is always greener and blah blah blah...

after that we proceeded to coffee bean.. and talked crap.. amazing time wasters that we are..

some decent pic... without me of course.. shall not overshadow them you see..



austin and shieh.. nice.. i am a fine photographer .. austin wake up.. in a coffee joint but still manage to look sleepy .. you are amazing!



zihao and austin... one pic that zihao look sober.. finally.. lol..

sigh... wanting to post this pair of birkenstock sandals.. i know it is very ex.. it is not necessary to buy such a good pair of sandals.. we should save up and we can buy more new pairs of other shoes.. i know.. but i saw it on display and me like..

only problem is..

179 dollars..

sigh.. it looks like the madrid design but is black in colour with colourful circles
so pretty.. might have money but cannot bear.. to..spend...money...on..something..so..superficial..

forget it..

*end of the story.

don't buy for me.. yes.. you.. don't buy this.. i am serious.. this is not a hint.. actually i don't mind people buying for me. but no for you all don't buy shoes ..

actually.. i found it.. not as nice as i remembered though.. how sad.. oh well