lots of updates but not in the mood to do it..sorry.. it was good meeting siyun zhehan and muhrong last sunday.. thank you guys for making it down.. i shall post pictures when i am in a better frame of mine .. probably next week.. thank you bro for coming down even though you were not well.. and to shurong if she is reading this.. hope you are better now? we will meet one day, don't worry!

this is not a happy post.

its amazing that at this point of time my mum still thinks of others. she is forcing me to get a cake for someone.. which i am really reluctant to but i will... ONLY because my mum asked that of me.. if it was up to me, the person will hardly get a fart from me (and you know i am generous with them) .. COS WHY BOTHER? that person still treats you like dirt.. i bet the cake will be too oily/sweet/sour/expensive/big blah blah blah yada yada yada.. i really don't give a shit. end of story

but i will after all.. so i will get something i like to eat instead.. which is butter cake.. oh yeah.. artery-clotting butter cake..mmmm delicious

shan't talk about this anymore..

it will be a long night tonight and a long day tomorrow.. weary but not sleepy yet... but my limbs are feeling woozy.. i think i can't feel my arm.. wait i can.. never mind..

i bit the head off my aunt just now .. can't stand people who don't know my lifestyle, trying to plan my day or my schedule for me.. i know she meant well.. no actually i don't ...i am just patronising.. what a joke. please give me a lot more credit then you think. cancel my lesson tomorrow? don't you think i know that already.. but i don't like to cancel lessons cos i think its a breach of trust and i always had a hard time arranging for make ups.although tomorrow is more important than anything.

你们可以不要把我想到那么低吗？我知道！

i guess she was shocked i said that. i was too when i realised what i said as she started to explain herself.. i wasn't thinking and she was telling me things i already know.. why do people not know when to stop giving lectures to me.. cos i don't listen really.

i admire her but sometimes damn she gets on my nerve.

and i really dislike people talking to me about my tuition. there is nothing wrong with it.. i don't like people asking me how many students i have because i know what kind of look they will give .. while they mentally calculate how much i earn each month..

"wah! julia you earn a lot liao hoh?"

yes a bit more i can own you and the whole freaking world.. go on ask me how many days i teach tuition again and then go through the whole cycle again.

its the greatest conspiracy of all.. i am going to get the world through my tuition.

i like to volunteer snippets of my tuition.. not focus on this part of it.. cos tuitioning my kids is more than money already..i am not that noble.. i admit i started off for the money.. MONEY!

although the money certainly do no harm.

To you (who sits on left flank of lt 3.14 2nd row from the back 1st seat from the right)
the words on the front of the card (probably because there are so many of them) was ironically the first thing i read, i usually just read the inside cos i think the interior is more important, and i knew then what you wanted to convey and was touched you remembered. thanks again. ha. thus, i shall forgive your erm.. "art" piece.. you draw my arms too thick and yourself too thin though.you piece of ..ahem. nvm.. i like having doraemon hands though.
it kind of reminded me of what my students will draw for me. which is very sweet.

even after looking at it for a few times but the picture still have something new for me to smile at. haha..

i say the same words to you too.

from julia
(sim LT 3.14, left flank 2nd row from the back, 1st seat from the left)

END OF THE WHOLE FREAKING STORY. no picture cos i am a lazy selfish bum.