Got a light?

so tempting, isn't it?

i ask myself sometimes...

Why?
.....all this shit?
.....always when things seem to go in the right direction?

i cannot be too happy? IS THAT IT?

WHY?
are you behaving like that?
WHY?
do you have that mentality that "oh. i can't see the problem so most likely it will be gone/some one else will handle it/the problem will handle itself/self-destruct.. oh the problem can't see me so it does not exist"
WHY?
that nonchalent attitude.

i hate your answers you HEAR me? i am so pissed i feel that i can burn off my ears and my eyeballs will explode.Wouldn't that be an "epic" death?

What?
.....is this you are giving me?
.....are you thinking at all? huh?
.....should i do?

When?
.....did this all go downhill/off tangent/off the mountain/into the pit/off with the head

How?
.....to let go?
.....did it even become a problem of mine?

Where?
.....is my balloon?

i want to let go..
i am so tired.

i want to scream out loud and at the same time talk to no one

help me... leave me alone...

think i need some sleep now.