the bleah, blah and ha.

hahahahaha...

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last night i dreamt that PSLE results was out and that one of my students got darn low.

i did remember that i woke up disoriented struggling to recall what date it was.
PSLE results should be out soon. geez, my body clock got its timer tuned to the wrong stuff man.

hahahaha...

perharps my mum and others are right. i should really ruin no more lives.

hahahahaha...

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one of my relative is not well. i want to show my concern yet i realise i don't know what to say. hahahaha. such a freaking lame excuse no? i am quick with rebuttals, those that shoot off the top of your head when pissed or frustrated. but when it comes to words of comfort or when it comes to praise. i am at a loss. i want to say i feel the pain. which i do sometimes to a horrible extent. but i can't and yah, its true that one will never truly know the pain of loss unless you are the one suffering it. bleah. what a bad sentence.

for praise, its even worse. people usually think i am being sarcastic. hahahaha.. probably huh.. it just comes out a certain way when i speak and i guess when i praise people, people feels like there is a catch. hahahaha. so i guess i should praise people lesser and make the world a happier place. i rather be seen as unfeeling than being insincere.

everything has a price. particularly happiness.

you know.. ever wish you are mute so that you have a legitimate reason not to talk?
hahahaha... i don't ... i am just being silly.