Quo Vadis?
shut. blank.
you think that you are moving on.
you don't really care what direction it is as long it is one foot in front of the other.
in the journey you got caught up in the sights.
and you decide to escape.
from what?
everything and nothing in particular.
you realise futility only when
you come
to a
dead
end.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
sigh. i am so utterly useless sometimes.
trying so hard. pleasing no one.
but don't you know.. i think i like to cause pain to myself.
you think that you are moving on.
you don't really care what direction it is as long it is one foot in front of the other.
in the journey you got caught up in the sights.
and you decide to escape.
from what?
everything and nothing in particular.
you realise futility only when
you come
to a
dead
end.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
sigh. i am so utterly useless sometimes.
trying so hard. pleasing no one.
but don't you know.. i think i like to cause pain to myself.
posted by flower power honey bananas at 9:37 AM
1 Comments:
Whom do i please today?
Whom demands my pleasing?
Everyone.
In home, please your parents,
In school, please your teachers,
In work, please the bosses.
In play, please your friends,
In spirit, please your God.
Yet,
In home, love the standards,
In school, love the scoldings,
In work, love the lectures.
In play, love your enemies,
In spirit, love your trials.
Strength draining it is,
To have people loving you;
Because you please them.
What if I stop my pleasing?
Will I find genuine friends?
Will I find no friends? Probable.
"Please your God, that's more than enough."
It is? Why do I have doubts?
Flee Devil!
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